Against all odds!
We’ve finally made it. Today is the day that Megan and I fly to California. On Tuesday, I will have my GRS. A lot of people have asked how I feel. Excited? Nervous?
Honestly, this past week and a half have been a roller coaster of emotions. With Joey’s suicide and that fallout there, that has been the primary concern. I also had to stop all my hormones about 2 weeks ago, and so I’m sure my attitude and mood have been impacted. On top of all that, I’ve started on antidepressants. Basically, I tried to make things as complicated as possible. Holden fuckin’ McNeil.
But anyway, I’m almost to the finish line of this journey. There were times that I wasn’t sure that I could make it, or that I would. The story is fraught with harassment, discrimination, and hurdles. I’ve sat in my car many mornings and cried.
I have to finish packing, so I have to cut this short, but I hope to do a better entry once we’re in Cali and then one post op.
One thought on “Against all odds!”
Your almost there’ very happy for you and hope everything go’s well in Cali . next comes dilaition and it hurts like hell . just don’t tear it . Even though you’ll be sore for a month or so your like will be soo much better.